fri went for class then went union, as usual. so ke lian only got 2 ladies attend the class. stayed pretty late, slept for less than 2 hrs then went to work. stoned/ slept abit til the kids come. no tuition so juz play with them and watch cartoon. haha. after work shopped around for track pants at j8 then went for cardiomix class. my coordination is really bad, no surprise. last min go meet some pre u sem people at ps. feel so strange, as in stranger strange. really cannot take it so went home sleep soon after. woke up about 10 then too late to go for the party. ah sad sad cannot/didn't join them.
sun went for aunt's profession at a catholic church. the female lead singer has a really nice voice, almost like phantom of the opera shivers kind. i think catholic church has a lot of ceremony or maybe it's because of the profession, thus more formal. i find myself thinking that perhaps people believe in religions because it suits them, maybe like it's more comforting to believe in a higher power and that everything will be fine in the end if you have faith. maybe i'm just cynical. yet i can't deny there is a God. a personal relationship with God is different from a religion. religion itself with all its ceremony and aplomp feels more shallow and fake. there is no point in that.
ate a lot at the reception. think i'm like binge eating. trying to control one's diet really doesn't work. gah.
today didn't do much - eat, watch tv, surf net, sleep, rearranged the little hills on my table (gotta finish up later). still thinking of future plans. i'll do it on another post. go eat dinner le, tata.
